♥T u r n on the radio h o n e y

I guess God is really fair. He gives every one a special little angel that watches over them. This angel may not always make an appearance to show you that she's there for you and infact this angel need not do so. This special little angel is a precious one that watches over you no matter what happens, where you are or how you may have neglected them at times ): Bummer O'liey. It is so disheartening how sometimes we don't really get to see these angels so often than before. But you know she'll always be there for you, and for that, I'd love to thank God for making it possible for me to know this beautiful angel named, Kimberly Ashleigh. No this is not Disney-a-go-go land, not at all. This is absolutely reality-a-go-go-land. Kimmy Ash is not a Disney character or a folklore character. Heee! She's none other than my really special pretty little petite BBF!



Hey babe, just wanna tell you how much I do miss you and that I'm sorry that I've been all so caught up with school and problems and such. I've so much to share with you and just too much to listen about the wonderful happenings in your life that I've probably had missed and stuff ): We really need to meet up soon like real soon or else... Oh man, let's just do away with the 'or else' thing. WE HAVE TO MEET UP BESTIE :D

You know you love me cause I love you too♥

P.s. Christmas is coming honey :D Yay!

This is, will always be, the love of a boy meets girl. It's not a love story, it's a life-time worth love journey.

Whoever said it's impossible to miss something you've never had or is yet to recieve? I'm not thinking too hard, or thinking too far and taking things too seriously. It's just that some people have not taken love as seriously as I've had done so.

Kathe Koh thanks for being such a sweetie.
Thanks for asking.
See you soon. Take care.

Posted by Nicola Hohoho at 3:18 PM 0 comments

You're most welcome, glad you're feeling better :D

Dear Pudding,

Pudding, I love you so much. Call me soon. I can't wait to get through to you. I wished you were here wuth my now, so I could snuggle in you arms and fall asleep almost immediately as I listen to the beat of your lub-dub machine. Love makes people go crazy, crazy enough to know just all that would have been enough to make my day. You make my day. You always do.

Love me, call me,
Kay as always

P.s. You called!

You're coming over soon. Let's talk some love soon. It's time to talk some love soon. I want to talk some love with you soon.

P.s. I wanna get married soon. This is so frightening.

First and foremost, I feel as though I am stuck in this pretty god damn plastic world that Ive been put into. It's affecting my freaking life. Cause, one thing, for sure, that is, I'm harldy ever happy in it.

Jesus Christ. What on earth is this? I don't get a damn thing that is happening all around. This sucks! The thing is, I don't understand why I'm tormenting myself, time and time again in all of this unworthiness of life. Christ, don't people get tired of being pretentious. Cause I am, I really am. I want and 'out' in these pretty god damn nothingness. I want an 'out' you hear me?

Now I know why people fight for justice and inequality. Cause it's so screwed up to be in such trashy situations whereby nothing makes sense but whatever that makes the majority happy makes sense. Majority in this case is not determined in numbers it's determined by the power to influence. What on earth am I ranting about? I'm about becoming half as trashy just posting about this nothingess that bothers me every second of my life.

I wanna learn to be ignorant. It's so god damn good to know how to be ignorant. Cause you know what? You have the ability to simply filter out every damn thing you don't wanna hear/see/feel, what not, and it makes your life better. I wanna do that, but darn it! I'm too sensitive for my own good.

Right now, I should just think about myself, from this second onwards. Everything would be about me cause you know what? I'm so tired. I'm so tired of all the things you plastic people never fail put me through. I'm not buying on how there's always a possibility of you people being genuine. Cause right now, right now, I need to learn to be selfish, to fend for myself.

At least, I know I'd be happier this way knowing that I've not lived a lie and that people around me know how I feel about them, be it good or bad, it's still truthful for the very least.

I'm outta here and I seriouslly wanna be outta there.

Date: 01 Nov 2009
Time: 3:57am

Hey baby, I'm going to bed now, brain dead, not tired, but can't really think well. Sorry I couldn't spend time with you. I promise after my exams I will. And please take care of yourslf. If you're not feeling well, you should take a break from cheer. Have a great day ahead (:

Date: 28 Oct  2009
Time: Morning

Good morning princess, just want you to know I'm happy to be yours. Have a great day ahead :)

I love the way you call me
I love the way you're so confident
I love the way you never fail to make my day
I love the way you make me wait for your call because I want to hear you
I love the way you kiss me
I love the way you let me lie on your shoulders on the bus/mrt rides home
I love the way you make me feel how important I am to you
I love the way you speak madarin, it's so cute
I love the way you kiss me on the fore head
I love the way you're so determined
I love the way you let me do whatever I wanna do, and you mean it
I love the way you make me miss you
I love the way you're so calm even when you're mad at me
I love the way you stroke my hair
I love the way your chest is so broad, I could lay my head on it forever and fall asleep
I love the way you hug me so tight, you'd never want to let me go
I love the way you say I'm pretty
I love the way you say I'm sexy
I love the way you make me wanna kiss you over and over again
I love the way you look at me with your beautiful eyes
I love the way you want me to want you
I love the way you encourage me whenever I'm down
I love the way you'd forgive me even if how mad you were at me
I love the way you make diy stuff me, like no other guys would have done it better than you do
I love the way you appreciate my amateur baking skills
I love the way you play the guitar for me as I sing
I love the way you'll make me feel as though the best thing right now is to have you around
I love the way you hold me that no other guys could have hold me this close
I love the way you make me feel our love is worth the while
I love the way you make me feel that you're the one I wanna marry in the future
I love the way you make me feel I wanna be your wife
I love the way you make me feel I would do anything, and everything I can for you
I love the way you love me
I love you.

Luther Chung, I love you.

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone?
True.
Q: Been arrested?
False
Q: Do you like someone?
True
Q: Held a snake?
True
Q: Been suspended from school?
False
Q: Sang karaoke?
True
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
True
Q: Laughed until you started crying?
True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
False
Q: Kissed in the rain?
Drizzle count?
Q: Sang in the shower?
True
Q: Sat on a roof top?
True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
True
Q: Broken a bone?
False
Q: Shaved your head?
False
Q: Played a prank on someone?
True
Q: Shot a gun?
False
Q: Donated blood?
False

LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with?
Gusto, the bunch of them for training
2. You texted?
Lude
3. You were in a car with?
Mommy
4. Went to the movies with?
Lude
5. Person you went to shop with?
Lude, to shop for fruits
6. You talked on the phone?
Lude
7. Made you laugh?
Lude
8. You hugged?
Vanny

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY.

1. Sun or moon?
Sun
2. Winter or Fall?
Fall
3. Left or Right?
Right
4. Sunny or rainy?
Sunny
5. Where do you live?
Central
6. Club or pub?
Pub
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on?
Yes! Kimmy, Moley and Lude
8. Do you want to get married?
Yes, only with Lude
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Just put them into my mouth anyhow
10. What time is it?
4:02am
11. Are you afraid of commitment?
Pretty much
12. What is your greatest hope/wish?
Marry Lude and have kids with him
13. Do you cook?
I hope
14. Current mood?
I miss Lude

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU.

1. Kissed someone?
Yep, many many
2. Sang?
Yes
3. Listened to music?
Yes
4. Danced?
Yes
5. Cried?
Nope
6. Liked someone you can't?
Nope

22 FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date?
I came from an all-girls school, no dates, Hahaha!
2. Who was your first roommate?
My nanny
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
I kinda forgot
5. What was your first car?
Hmmmm, I need to get a driving liscence before we talk about this
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing?
I forgot ):
8. Who was your first grade teacher?
Ms Tan
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
Primary school?
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
Skip
11. Who was your first Best Friend? 
Hmmmm, Jiawen?
12. Who is your best friend?
Kimmy, Moley and Lude
13. Where was your first sleepover?
Hmmmm, I think cuzzie's house?
14. Who is the first person you call when have a bad day?
Lude
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning?
Check for Lude's messages and calls
17. First tattoo or piercing?
On my ears, piercing I mean
18. First celebrity crush?
Leonardo Dicaprio
19. First crush ?
Hmmmm. Someone not too good, Hahahah